Monday, April 30, 2012

more than enough.


i bet you know this. sometimes you get up in the morning and just know that you're about to have a weird day. it's not like you're a psychic or something, you just somehow feel it. and on days like this, anything can happen. you know? anything. :D

sometimes you nearly faint a few minutes after you get up with NO reason whatsoever and you feel so weak that you don't even know if you are able to go to school. but then after like 20 minutes you suddenly recover and get going.

sometimes you then go to your microbiology class and fall asleep like hundred times, every time having a different weird dream about the parasites that the professor is talking about and so your own dreams are so disgusting that you're afraid to fall asleep ever again. :D

sometimes you buy a cheese for lunch with the only money you have left in your purse and it smells really bad when you open it. so bad that you almost faint again, but then you just have to throw it away and regret.

sometimes you find out that your teachers changed a date of your exam without ever letting you know, which means that you basically need to re-schedule all your exams. but you have no way how to do so because all the other dates that you would need are already taken by other students. which means.. well that in some way, you're screwed. or at least that you will probably have to have an exam in september and lose half of your summer break with studying. again.

sometimes you get your cheeks sunburnt even after using an SPF 30 cream in the morning.

sometimes you get hurt on your way back from school. and tear your new leggins while getting hurt. :D



sometimes you have a strange guy you don't know coming up to you in the tram and telling you some really weird things. :D

sometimes you buy a glue to fix so much stuff that needs to be fixed.. only to find out that the glue probably ran dry like 5 years ago, and so it's completely worthless.


and sometimes, especially if you are me, all of this, and even more, happens in one single day. :D i know that there's no big stuff there, but hey, the point here is different... and small things like these just can feel a little overwhelming when they all happen in less than 12 hours, ok? :D



and so then... when you get to your room after a day like this... you are really exhausted. and in pain. :D and you just need a fix... and then you turn on your ipod and the first song played is so awesome that it just makes you realize stuff.. it helps you realize that your life has sense, the deeper meaning. and this meaning doesn't depend on school or the boo boos on your knees or money or whatever. and this feeling is so soothing, so comforting, and it brings so much joy... that you can just go on, put a smile up on your face, and with the hope and love in your heart you can go and face even more weird and worse days that are to come.. for you know that you have God and His love. and oh my word, that just makes me sooooo happy!!! :)

all that's left to do here is to buy new leggins, put a colorful plasters on my knees, have a cup of good coffee, maybe watch something fun, read... and of course, go to bed early so that i can be fresh and beautiful in the morning, ready for new adventures. yay! :D

and yep, this is that song i was talking about. :)
 



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    1. well,you know.. it kinda was all i could say either,all day long. :D

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